Another Day

As another day goes, As I get closer to woes
I will keep things inside, and make sure none of it shows
I will have a grin on my face, a look of content
At the same time replaying, the time that was spent
It will be over soon, this I anticipate
Just preparing myself for that sad little date
you will not be here anymore only the voices will remain
and the photos and the memories, I let them stain on my brain.
so the next time I see you, I will be happy again
but for right now I try to cover the state of guilt that I am in.

Just Can't Believe

I have just heard something, that I just can't belive
Did this really just happen, did this just happen to me?
Cut, hit, punched, or all the above?
Describes the closet feeling, like dragged through the mud.
Oh yea it hurts, Oh yeah I feel the pain
Memories so fresh and new, are now getting thrown to the flame.
To the fire they go, never ever to return
Cause see thats exactly how I feel, just like the memories I burn.
Man...I guess it has to go this way,
One day I will, but I just can't belive it today....

I can't believe it tomorrow, look at what is done
I used to have it all, and now I have none
It used to be two, and now it is one
down down down, is what I have become
why did this happen, I hear all the reasons
and I still had faith, still want to believe in
that time would have passed, would answer all questions
but if you keep making haste, now I have learned a lesson
I included everything, me and my seeds
sacrificed my time so I could spend, now look who took leave
as time goes on, confused my head Im rubbin
there is no more we, I wish that it wasn't....

-anonymous thoughts