I Feel

I feel...Well today I don't wanna feel.
The anger inside me, builds up in me still.
The pain that's residing, I don't like to feel,
just to think about it, it makes me feel ill.
makes me so low, to think about this
makes me almost lose it, and ball up my fists
but that wont change a thing, the life no longer exists.
I dont like to think about it, all I do is get pissed.
Im supposed to be happy, and glad she got the call home
how can I be happy, now that I feel all alone.

I feel...But today I don't wanna feel.

-anonymous thoughts