Wonder Full?

sometimes i wonder what she thinks,

i somtimes wonder what she feels

does she really see me 

and all the pain i sometimes feel

all the joy she brings if for only a moment

if only i could i would definitely own it

i wonder what goes on 

in her head upstairs

are there pictures of me

or does she picture us up there

i wonder if she sees

i wonder if she knows

every single time our eyes engage

my attraction to her overflows

and if she doesnt know

i know the reason why

if i pour out my heart

then surely i will die